Ive never been so happy to find out that someone else is miserable.
Here i was thinking that you were living life having fun without me and i was crying myself to sleep,skipping meals, and not going out. even though you go out... i hear you're not doing very goood. If you miss me, and if you perferred life when you were with me...then why aren't you with me? why not just answer my texts and we can both be as happy as we were 3 months ago. But life isnt that easy. This is all happening for a reason. what that reason may be, I don't know.
I wake up every morning from a dream and this dreams makes me want to never get out of bed. What's my dream? That all this never happened. That i see you walking down the street and you stop. I stop. We talk. We kiss.. and we're back together. Then you just disappear. like you did.
I'm done for now. There's just so much i can take. Im going to sleep now. Wish me luck.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I do not like them Sam I am, I do not like green eggs and ham.

I went to Borders and bought 3 amazing books by Dr Suess.
I will read them on the floor
I will read them by the door.
My kiddos will love them here or there. They will love them anywhere.
In three days everyone will say
Happy birthday too, My little Cindy lu who.
At 9 o clock on the dot.
Everyone get ready for some jello shots.
Bring your bathing suit on the side.
So we can hit up the giant slip n slide.
lol. I was on a roll :)
Monday, October 26, 2009
Tv Break ups.
Rachel and Ross. They were on a break. They weren't on a break. Either way no one hated Ross and no one hated Rachel.
Donna and Eric: Donna still went to Eric's basement.
:)
Ugh. I think I'm catching the flu. I feel trerrible. Mix of emotions and fever/cough. Here I thought I was superwoman.
I wish life was more like the movies. Tear jerker romances = Happy endings.
Boy meets girl. Boy dates Girl. Boy and girl have fight. Boy and Girl break up. Girl meets new Boy. Old boy beats up new boy. Boy and girl get married. Boy and girl live happily ever after.
The end.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Screw you all.
You all can suck my back. Stay out of my personal life and get over yourself.
:)
The end.
Hate is a strong word but i really really really don't like you.
<3
Cinthia Nicole Alvarez.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Mustache Monday

"So far Away,
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know that you're just time away
Long ago I reached for you, and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you're so far away"
Carol King
<3>
Havent seen a good mustache in a while.
Havent seen a good anything lately.
People seem to be coming and going, and taking alot out of me. But they're going to have to do more to bring me down ! Haven't you heard? Im superwoman.
I've been fighting the infamous flu thats been destroying the people in my city. I can take him.
Well it's getting late and I have an early fight tomorrow morning between myself and 10 infected angelic children.
auf Wiedersehen, good night
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Get yo Skate on!

Hi friends.
Life lesson of the day: Proverbs 23:9 "Do not speak to a fool, for he will scorn the wisdom of your words"
As I sit and read parts of my open book, I have to just laugh and laugh and laugh. I can say I slowly got stupider. :)
Much better day! Class was short, I got to break in my brand new PINK rollerskates with Lory. Gotta admit It's much harder than it looks. I'm thinking about joining a Roller Derby team, It'll help me take out my anger. 0:)
"Never alone" came out very nahce, I just can't get enough of Dilophosaurus' harmonies.
"We cannot separate'Cause You're part of meAnd though You're invisibleI'll trust the unseenWe cannot separate'Cause You're part of meAnd though You're invisibleI'll trust the unseen. "
He's the only one I need.
können Sie für immer bleiben (you can stay forever)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
No Hot Firemen

Life lesson of the day: Don't fake an emergency, the rescue is not hot. :)
Today Traci and I took the kiddos to the firestation. Obviously it wasnt just the two of us but no one else really matters in my blog. It was fun, but hot. I almost jump in front of the hose. Yes, that's what she said."
The day went down hill from there. No coffee break, which means angry Cindy. I get home to see that my brand new pink dell laptop has crashed. All my photos and memories of me and Andrew have been erased. Why should it matter? Me and Andrew broke up a month ago, but I can't help thinking about him. What's wrong with me? Im suppose to be this Hot bombshell manipulator/superwoman!
Will Cindy ever go back to her Superwoman self??
We'll find out next blog...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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